oh by the way
have been inspired to blog again; don't know if it's the weather or the curiosity that is killing me to find the identity of that one "follower" of my blog
it better not be the usual suspect
maybe it is wanting to say something something that sounds like rambling to some but it is really thinking aloud, a premature middleage crisis
it is not as if as "himmat-e-iltija naheen baqi"