something in the air

part of growing old is that the seasons bring back so many memories....though there may not be a single one that would trouble you but it is just a collage of images and your aging brain playing tricks on you....and you are left with....a heavy feeling like you are really hurting inside....i love this weather despite its obvious flashback effect on me....you can breathe in the air and feel young again....like you were the same young man getting the buzz that descends when you finally get to make eye contact with her...