self doubt and self discovery

this past month has been a roller coaster ride

things at work have disabled my ability to see things in the larger context

pride has been hurt so bad

a bit of self doubt has kicked in and i am getting to know the weaker side the insecure place that one does not visit too often

what am i doing and where am i going

what one accumulates in a career is not only experience it is good will and respect
and there is plenty of it
and noone can take that away from me
time to show what i am made off
time to get to know me all over again
stripped of all illusions of security